Your 5th Birthday was June 18th. We cleaned out the garage, some stuff had been packed in boxes for 5 years and never looked at or used. So many people remembered you and us on your special day, I hope you saw that and felt LOVED. Sorry me and Daddy had to act like it was just another day. It is still too painful. It still feels wrong that you aren't here with us. Just the other day I picked out 5 different colored sand buckets and didn't think twice about it until I got home to 4 kids to pass them out to, one bucket left in my hands that I knew was for you, it felt so wrong yet so comforting that I do just think of you as one of the kiddos. I love you baby girl 5 years is way too long to be missing a part of me.