Tuesday, August 23, 2011
I am in a good grief place, but within minutes I know that can be gone, this is what I have leaned in the past 4 years and 2 months. A song, a news report, a friends post, a photo, a memory, the thought "my daughter lived, my daughter died" a punch no one recovers from. So I know what is lurking behind every turn, but today I am good, right now I smile at the thought of my prefect baby girl.
I am thrilled to be working on an event with 3 wonderful woman, to honor our sweet babies. Mark your calendars October 15th.
Monday, August 15, 2011
I just put in my deposit to Small Bird Studios a sweet new friend of mine Francesca she is the artist that works on creating beautiful blog rooms for our sweet little ones. My earth kids each have rooms that we decorate, and when we moved into our house 2 years ago I was painting and decorating each room bedrooms, bathroom, living room, kitchen, it made me so sad that I would never have a place to decorate for Esther, I thought about, true story here, making the hall closet Esther's "room" going all out and full on decorating it. Oh the mind of a Mommy with a heavenly child, it's a wonder to me how I have made it 4 years with looking slightly normal to the outside world. Well I didn't do this to the hall closet just as I didn't get a exact replica doll of Esther made after she was born, although I wanted both things I resisted the urge just barley on both. So getting a beautified blog is going to really make one happy Mama!
I bout a couple of items for Esther's garden this weekend, one day I should plant flowers or anything at all in the "garden". Living life for his Glory one day at a time.
Sunday, August 14, 2011
This blog is one just for Esther, I have a family blog and a photo blog, but I wanted an Esther blog. I want to use this blog to support my Angel Mommy friends, and have a place to talk about all things Esther.
Esther Grace is my 3rd child out of 5 and she was stillborn on June 18th 2007 at 36 weeks. She was perfect in every way.